Who is it all for?

I've been thinking lately about who am I doing all this for? When I say, "this" I mean, attempting to lose weight, get healthy, go to these grueling workouts for hours on end? Is it for me? Sure, part of it is -- it has to be, right? They say, (whoever "they" are) that you can't do it for anyone else but yourself. It's just like alchoholics or drug addicts -- no matter how much other people want to see them succeed and overcome their disease - they are the ones that have to want it even more. Trust me, I do want it.
I truly, truly want to overcome this cycle of abuse like no one else but I also want to do it for this man...

Channing Tatum. Who? You might be asking. Channing Tatum, he's the actor in Dear John, GI Joe, Step Up and Step Up 2: The Streets.
I watched Dear John today and really ogled and drooled is more like what I was doing. I wouldn't have known what the movie was about because I wasn't watching the movie.  I was watching this fine specimen.  Heaven, help me.  I don't know him and he doesn't know me either but that's not really important now is it?  He makes me think of doing dirty things to him. Did I just say that out loud? Well, it's true and I'm not sure my nether region can handle watching anymore movies with him in them. I know what you're thinking. You're thinking if there is anyone in the world besides myself I should be wanting to do this for it's my sweet hubby and little hell-yuns. Of course, I am thinking of them. Of course, I want to be healthy for them so you know... they can have a healthy spouse and momma around to help take care of them and so they don't have to watch me lose a foot to di-a-bee-tus. Of course, I want all that...yeah, yeah, yeah, blah, blah, blah but I also want to do it for Channing. Chan, are you out there? I'm just sayin'. Go, watch Dear John and see if you don't come back here and agree with me. I dare you. Now, I got to go gettin' to fightin' this fat - for the sake of me and Channing. Oh, yeah, and that family of mine too.